I have bad intrusive thoughts, sometimes I act on them. I think of r***, and find it pleasurable. I would never ever actually r*** somebody, but almost every single day if not all days I can’t not think about it. I am only 13, and I hate myself so much for it. I cant do this anymore, I feel like such a bad person because I am, I also have intrusive thoughts of transphobia, homophobia ect.. I don’t know what to do, I just want it stop. I just want to be a normal 13 year old girl.
