I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative disrespectful stubborn impatient had worldly sorrow resentment I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing I purposely offended him I dishonored my father was faithless decietful afraid worried paranoid I was immature irresponsible unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible procrastinating lazy insensitive self rightous and I had violent thoughts a martyr like attitude and I used profanity and I had impure thoughts