I feel like a fraud.

My actions, for several months, betrayed the person I know I am and have always strived to be. In those few months, in my pain, I felt like I was right… I wasn’t. I’m sorry beyond what I can express and now I live with consequences I was too foolish to even understand or anticipate.

My anger is gone, replaced with grief for what was lost, not just by me, and I know it was largely me that was the problem all those years… I should have been more grateful. I should have tried harder.

I hope everyone can find happiness and those hurts healed.