Over the summer about a year ago I was with a girl at my local park, we were hanging out and we eventually got really close to each other and as time went on we got really touchy with one another. At this point we were extremely close and were comfortable doing that sort of stuff together, then one day she said she was uncomfortable but we kept going. The next day she calls me and tells me how she feels like I defiled her and for some reason even through I felt like I did nothing wrong to this day it doesn’t sit right with me. Looking back at it I was in a terrible place and I still can’t live it down in any way shape or form. Do I really deserve this feeling of despair thinking that I ruined this persons life even though they forgave me for this “thing” that I did but didn’t forget it either?

Please help I don’t know how to even feel about this anymore, this recently got brought back up and it pains me more as every day passes; I feel less that human and I honestly feel like I deserve it, do I?