I masturbated and used mind projection indicating to women where I work, clients and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me strap-on dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing and p****** and while I engage in homosexual activities while they watch and I made s******* submissive facial expressions and I used profanity and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant immature irresponsible ungodly unprofessional disrespectful unloving unmerciful irresponsible lazy insensitive stubborn self rightous and devisive