I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others I complained I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful irresponsible ungodly immature unforgiving I lied was flirtatious manipulative disrespectful I was anxious worried afraid faithless paranoid I was self rightous decietful I felt pathetic goofy awkward I made critical mistakes at my job in front of clients and coworkers and I had violent thoughts a martyr like attitude impure thoughts and I used profanity