I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work, clients and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing and while sucking their husbands penises while they watch and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious gossipping impatient manipulative insensitive unloving unmerciful disrespectful lazy faithless self-righteous arrogant and I used profanity