I’m asexual and I’ve had this boyfriend for about five months and he knew I was asexual since before we were dating. Today he was acting like super h**** so I told him we could have s**. Then when I was like half asleep he put his d*** in me and it hurt a lot he said it felt good but I could feel any pleasure or anything which yk makes sense Bc I don’t really feel s***** attraction. I made him stop Bc of how bad it hurt and I feel really guilty now Bc I can’t ever satisfy him and I just can’t change that about myself.