I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women and female clients where I work that Im a guy who likes women to give me strap-on dildos up my b******* and that I’ve worn women’s clothing in the past and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious manipulative insensitive unloving unmerciful tyrannical disrespectful oversexed feminine disgusting awkward goofy pathetic and I was self rightous