This week I masturbated twice over a new friend I met at the local sporting goods store. From the start I was helping her chose out a pair of roller skates, then we started to have a friendly conversation then later she gave me her number. After a couple of day, I finally reached out to her, and I started to learn we share common ground, but that is not the highlight that led me to this confession; the last two nights I dreamt about her and started to m********* over her. I don’t know if I should be ashamed for clinging to bad habits or be weary of how I will approach her when we meet again under friendly circumstances. All I know is that I don’t want to complicate things with my new friend and I just want to have a fun time with her before I start stretching out to wanting to go out with her. I don’t plan to have s** with her, until I know in my heart that if we both feel mutually in love or if it turns out to be a friendly connection I am okay with that too.
