I masturbated, used mind projection and I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative selfish ungodly complaining I lied was flirtatious lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful irresponsible immature pathetic goofy awkward feminine oversexed manipulate anxious afraid faithless worried paranoid disrespectful and I had violent thoughts resentment worldly sorrow I passed judgement against others was self rightous unloving unmerciful unforgiving and I had a martyr like attitude