I once said to someone, (accused them) of having a way of ruining everything. So they did. I feel guilty sometimes. I feel like instead of trying to heal or help. I hurt them. I often think they are in sooo much pain to cause sooo much destruction. I guess I should revaluate my own motivations. My own hidden agenda. My own stupid mistakes. Maybe if I had shown more care and compassion they would have been healed. Or truly feeling better about themselves. I have hurt them. Sometimes revenge or justice doesn’t taste so sweet. It turns bitter if not dealt with. May God forgive me. I truly am sorry.