I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient disrespectful tyrannical I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing purposely offended him had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others I overreacted was immature irresponsible ungodly lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving insensitive irresponsible unprofessional and I was threatening stubborn argumentative selfish ungodly lustful flirtatious self-righteous I lied and I had violent thoughts and a martyr like attitude