I procrastinated on an English essay 6 months ago, and lied by telling my teacher that my computer had deleted it to get more time. I told my mom about it and my computer had been severely glitching, and my mom says she forgives me and I’ve been trying to say that the 78 I got on it was the punishment, but I still feel bad about it. I already graduated and it’s too late, but idk what to do and I feel horrible. Maybe this is why my grandma died? To punish me? Am I a bad person?