I was untrusting disrespectful impatient selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping afraid faithless anxious decietful passed judgement against others I lied was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible procrastinating ungodly immature worried paranoid I felt pathetic goofy awkward embarrassed unworthy that I lack confidence manliness masculinity and I had worldly sorrow and I was self rightous had a martyr like attitude I felt entitled and I was boastful