I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient selfish forgetful had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless decietful afraid worried anxious disrespectful paranoid argumentative defensive immature irresponsible procrastinating ungodly lustful flirtatious unprofessional lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving I lied had impure thoughts and fantasies and I had violent thoughts and a martyr like attitude