I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient selfish forgetful had worldly sorrow passed judgement against others I lied was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving impatient procrastinating irresponsible ungodly immature unprofessional disrespectful had resentment I complained was anxious worried afraid faithless flirtatious lustful decietful negative thinking and I had a martyr like attitude