I had impure disrespectful thoughts towards my girlfriend and I have mentioned to her repeatedly about me considering drinking alcohol when she doesn’t want me to drink alcohol at all. And I was disrespectful impatient prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative selfish ungodly lustful flirtatious lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving decietful faithless anxious worried paranoid argumentative had worldly sorrow resentment violent thoughts was angry hipocrytical and I felt pathetic awkward and embarrassed I was immature irresponsible and I passed judgement against others
