I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient selfish forgetful had worldly sorrow passed judgement against others was faithless disrespectful afraid anxious worried paranoid immature irresponsible ungodly unprofessional had resentment I complained lied was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious and I had a martyr like attitude