I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient disrespectful complaining had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful afraid faithless anxious worried immature irresponsible ungodly unprofessional had impure thoughts I lied had suicidal thoughts I used profanity and I had a martyr like attitude