I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative disrespectful impatient had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless decietful lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious manipulative was afraid anxious worried and I felt pathetic and embarrassed I set a negative example and I felt awkward ignorant and I was immature irresponsible and complaining