am 17, very addicted towards p********** vidoes. I wasn’t like this, in my 10th grade i scored 95.2%, i took pcm, completely ruined my 11th. Then entered this 12th grade, thanks to covid, i just skipped all online classes, enjoyed and explored my life, found the real me inside, i met one of my cousis sister in late Decembers. and am so addicted towards p***, that i want to have s** with her, i know its very weird. and no i didnt do anything, just we talked like 1-2 hours daily, slowly slowly moving to naughty things. I want to drop this, i know am doing really bad, but dont know how should i? what should i? wasted another year of my life 12th. both years wasted, where most kids study hard to get into iits, i got 60% percentile in jee, not even cleared the 90% cutoff. everyone is so confused how a good kid, scored so low. and i dont know what to tell them? how ? what should i do next? can someone please guide me? am leaving a fake email i made : lollydough81@gmail.*** , please if someone want to help, please help me! I beg please
