I was lazy insensitive unloving unforgiving unmerciful disrespectful impatient prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical selfish ungodly lustful flirtatious gossipping afraid faithless anxious worried paranoid had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others I lied was self rightous felt pathetic and awkward was irresponsible immature unprofessional and I had a martyr like attitude