I asked a co-worker of the opposite s** if she would let me take her on a date and she said she was already seeing someone. I felt awkward embarrassed afraid anxious worried and paranoid and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical flirtatious self rightous unloving unmerciful lustful disrespectful impatient ungodly I lied was lazy self rightous and I was complaining and I had worldly sorrow passed judgement against others and I had a martyr like attitude and violent thoughts