• 1 month ago

I’m 16 and dream of being the lolita or nymphet stereotype.
Even if this is a result of my own trauma experiences with older men, I feel like I’m a disgusting pervert for having such feelings.
I seek out predatory men online, and usually report them. I try to make this dream a positive since I’m getting men banned from the platforms they used to manipulate kids, but I also feel bad, as if I’m somehow the bad guy because I wanted them to like me. I am the manipulator, what if I’m the one forcing them to be who I want them to be even if they contacted me, a minor, first.