I personally want to belive In something, god? A higher power? Jesus? But it’s hard to belive, it looks amazing to have that good feeling that god loves you. But I can’t say I belive In god when I’m not Christian Right? I have guilt that I have sinned, I’m just a kid. But I hope I get better as I get older, I have done harmful things to others, mean things too. That I do regret, and I’m sorry. I hope if there is a god, he/she will forgive me. Even if I didn’t belive in them, I hope they will forgive me and open up paradise for me if I’ve been good