So recently i found out that my life wont be ruined, im not a hundred percent sure yet but god thank you if you are ever real. Ive had this anxiety since November of 2020 and i regreted everything i did, all it lead to was pain every single day, ive been trying to distract myself from it, i even think of bad things to prevent my life from being destroyed but alas i got to the truth and im pretty sure im safe. Thank god if he be real and i wish i didnt do the bad things that i did.
