I’m 27, I’ve been using Meth for the last year, I’ve been injecting meth for the last 3 weeks. My partner knows something is up but hasn’t been fortunate enough to catch me. I was into Heroin/meth for about 7 years starting sophomore year in high school and I was clean until my Dad passed away. I’m a liar, I’m lazy, and I use drugs as an excuse to cover up my depression after losing my father to blood clots in 2018. I’ve never been a suicidal person and I truly am scared to death of the thought of suicide, but being sober and thinking “clearly” is the only time I want life to finally just stop. Suicidal thoughts scare me ten times more then the long term aftermath of doing drugs and I don’t know how to handle it. 🙏🏼🙈🙉🙊
