I fall in to trap slept with my cousin wife who is a s***, f** around with men when the husband not around. My uncle assigned me to be her watch dog while the husband was out of town, but end-up I also sleep with her. This is the time I found out she has been f** with many men and out of 3 children 2 is out of wed and no one knows including her husband.
Its stupid me, I though she is a nice girl who has been abandon by her husband. This is how she create the impression and made me feel sympathy on her. And to make me on her side she share ‘inner-circle’ story on how my cousins (her husband) family mocking around me and my family behind our back. Its make me feel angry to her husband and feel closer and sympathy to her. But now I feel bad, guilty fall into s** trap .. every time I want to escape from her the family asked me back to watch her. If I told her that I feel bad for my cousin, she showed me the letter that her husband approve to have me around (without knowing I slept with her). I am an evil , feel bad but enjoy her s** trap .. can’t escape. I am no longer her watch dog, but a wolf.