My name is Jasmine, and I am now 25 years old. My husband proposed to me when I was 19 and married me at 21. He was 26 when we married and now 30. My

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My name is Jasmine, and I am now 25 years old. My husband proposed to me when I was 19 and married me at 21. He was 26 when we married and now 30. My husband is a very successful software engineer and brings home $250,000 a year before bonuses. I help manage one of the top restaurants in LA, and I bring home around 80,000 a year before taxes. We live a very good life and everything is perfect, 2 years ago we purchased a beautiful 4-bed room loft on Santa Monica beachfront. I use to model back in college and I receive a lot of compliments from LA’s elite at my restaurant, I get invited to games, award shows, Vegas trips, overseas trips,etc, all the time, and I turn them down out of respect for my husband. I have always been a loyal wife and have never stepped out, but lately I’ve been talking to my mom and aunt about the struggles of being married. Like I said before everything is perfect, and my husband provides me with everything, but lately, I feel like I have been missing out on life and thoughts have been wandering in my head about my marriage.

I have been thinking, did I get married too young? Now what? My friends at the restaurant and friends around town tell me how much fun they have on these trips and a few months ago, I was asked by a club owner if I wanted to do bottle services and I turned that down as well. My issue is that I keep turning down opportunities because I keep thinking about what my husband is going to think, but I haven’t spoken to him about any of these situations, and quite frankly I don’t want to. I rather just do it, but I know I have to say something.

This is why I have come to the internet, ladies how do you explain to your spouse that you’ve been invited by a rich guy along with other girls to go party in Spain? How do you make them feel comfortable about it? How do I tell him, I want to pick up a bottle service gig, to make an additional 60k a year. My a** that he paid for will be on display for everyone to see. He has never been the insecure type, but I feel like I am starting to become insecure about what I may do, which is bad because I may hurt my best friend. What if I cheat on one of these trips out of curiosity? My mind is racing and I feel like I’m about to lose it.

What should I do?

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It’s getting worse now I’m receiving calls from guys warning me about going by a certain area then in graphic detail he describes what’s due to happen and it’s horrible knowing what is coming before it does and how you’re going to suffer through it. Some people find it hallarious and welcome it, while some of us go through the details of the fear and direction of humiliation knowing you have no control power over s*** but know it’s guaranteed to happen. Your d*** is the star from beginning to end and the words of degration are pummeling with embarrassment. Being manhandled against your will in the middle of a crowded park. Some of the people there know you personally. They looked up to you as a model friend and now your reputation is being distinguished. No longer looked up for but down at. Damn!

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