Today, I got angry at my boyfriend over nothing. I think I really wanted something or someone to yell at after holding my emotions in. It’s a very unhealthy habit, bottling feelings. Then I proceeded to ignore him for hours. He got so sad, I don’t understand why I’m such a petty bitch today. We made up already but I still feel so bad.
I asked him why he put up with me even when I get like this sometimes. He simply said that the good times outweigh the bad and that he’ll always love me. His words touched me and I’ve never been so grateful to have a kind and forgiving man. I don’t know. I feel like I shouldn’t have gotten away with what I did, but he forgave me regardless.
I need to be better for him. I really want to make his everyday life happy. That’s my goal for now.