Last year when the cops were called on my mom and her bf, I admitted to them that my mom abused me. One type of abuse was sexual. And though it wasn't

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Last year when the cops were called on my mom and her bf, I admitted to them that my mom abused me. One type of abuse was s*****. And though it wasn’t terribly bad, (some can even say it wasn’t s***** abuse at all) I still feel terrible bringing it up. My mom convinced me it was a false report after the cops were called again just last month and her bf used that report as a way to try throwing her in jail. And he keeps bringing it up because he “is scared I’ll file a fake report against him”. It’s gotten to the point where I’m suicidal again. It took me everything not to overdose the other day. I feel s***** and I don’t know what to do with the guilt.

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