The toxic part of me is coming out and I feel it. we are bad for each other and I feel it. Im scared I'm going to get controlling, I get jealous over

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The toxic part of me is coming out and I feel it. we are bad for each other and I feel it. Im scared I’m going to get controlling, I get jealous over everything. but I don’t know how to explain that to you. i don’t want to hurt u tho. I don’t know how to explain it.

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You know what guys? We can literally chat with each other using this program. We can make lengthy notes of information utilizing it as we normally do patiently seeking each others messages by a posted mark agreed by both parties for example I’ll always begin with the letter x- then the message. The other person knows it’s me returning their response. Everyone can use their first letters of their names not giving away their identity for example MJ Michael Jackson/jordan etc. anyone wanna try it?

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