38 widowed female . Been dating . Recently started dating a guy from church. On our third date he asked me about my past s***** experiences. Really wasn’t prepared so I lied . Told him I was a virgin when I married. Honestly at the age of 15 I was that girl in our neighbor hood . If it had a d*** and gotten hard . It found it’s way inside me . At 16 I was trained at a party with 6 guys taking turns and watching each other f*** me. During high-school I was that first date f*** in the back seat of a car. During college t********’s m f m , f m f . Even had some bi s***** events with other females. After being married countless bed sharing and even once hubby watched me get picked up at a local sports bar with two guys . Sucked both of them off in our van. After hubbies passing. Last year I’ve been enjoying our 19 year old neighbors son .