In the past few months I’ve seen some youtubers that I’ve watched when I was a teenager being cancelled for grooming and . It does feel like a shame when these people you looked up to when you were younger do these kind of things but I do agree with any punishment they now get. The only thing is, is that I now (in my mid twenties) believe that I might also have said some weird/s***** things in the past few years to people that were underage and a lot younger than me. More in a flirty kind of way but I still feel pretty horrible about it when I think bad on it. Let’s say I never overstepped any legal boundaries and asked for anything of them, but it still makes my stomach churn if I think back on some of the more s*****/awkward things I said. This situation also doesn’t really make sense to me as well because I’ve been more romantically and s******* attracted and involved with people that were older than me. Maybe I’m just waiting for it to come out and turn against me, or have to deal with this knowledge for the rest of my life. Either way, i feel quite guilty.
