I cheated on my ex-boyfriend and he doesn’t know. I have no reason to defend myself I know what I did and I know it was wrong. we were dating for about 2 years and he never gave me any sort of s***** satisfaction and I think that led to my cheating ways. we never did anything s***** and I think that’s a key to having a relationship. it wasn’t anything like he was saving himself for marriage because he had s***** relations with his past exes. so I met someone online and started sending him explicit pictures (which I never did before) and started catching feelings for him but quickly diminished it because it felt wrong. I remember telling my boyfriend at the time that he was a gay dude I met online. then I met someone else online on a game we both used to play and caught feelings for him while I was still with my ex. I couldn’t diminish those feelings because he felt perfect in every way. 3 months of leading my ex on, I finally broke up with him OVER TEXT, the night before I was going on vacation. I told him I just lost feelings for him and was tired of being in a relationship with him knowing I had to keep it a secret from the family. that wasn’t a lie. but I clearly left the part out that I cheated on him twice. now I am with the person I met on the game and I promised myself I wouldn’t do him the way I did my ex. even if it’s long-distance I feel happier with him rather than my ex even though he did nothing wrong. I might be a horrible person for what I did but it made me happier and led me to a happier place