my dad disgusts me so much, the way he talks and walks and hugs me and knocks on my door is just so f****** gross I hate him so much I want to murder him or I want him to cheat on my mom so he has to leave. thing is he hasn’t done anything bad to me but I hate old men, I think all old men should just die because they are so f****** disgusting I want to kill myself so I don’t have to deal with the thought of my dad r***** me. I just hate him so much even though he rarely gets mad or yells and he works his a** off to get us what we want but he’s so ugly and I hate how he thinks I’m still a little girl