I feel very guilty but others things as well. So I’m a sister to an older brother that used to fart in my face habitually. It was daily. Well now it’s years later and my brother is paralyzed from an accident. Ive babysat him twice a week for about a year now. A few months ago..I had to fart lol. His head was b*** level and it made me think to sit on his face and fart. And I did. I now fart on his face whenever I need to. But it’s getting bland and I’ve had the horrible urge to either fart in his mouth or fart with my clothes down. I thought to blindfold him when doing the one thing…and just use a mouth opener thing on his mouth tht way I can just sit on it and it’d be easy to fart in. I want to break this habit but I can sit on his face and fart and sit there without effort and I can get back at him I guess. I don’t want to fart in his mouth and I’m thinking about ditching on the babysitting but I want to try both harsher things atleast once. I want him to hold just one fart but I don’t want to get addicted. I know it’s strange..