Tw/. R***
For some reason I get really turned on and I get off to r*** and revenge p*** it’s so sick and twisted but just hearing the crying and begging makes me feel some type of way. I know it’s wrong but if someone was to r*** me I think some part of me would enjoy it. I know if you’re reading this you probably feel sick to your stomach I’m sorry but I understand r*** and assault, me personally I’ve had my fair share of assaults during my childhood mainly by people who I thought was attractive and at the time it kinda turned me on maybe this is why I’m like this but I don’t know and now I’m 17 and I can’t really feel pleasure during s** unless it’s rough and I’m being physically hurt.
