i left a person that considered me close like they meant nothing. i just ignored them all of a sudden. they never questioned anything or confronted me,

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i left a person that considered me close like they meant nothing. i just ignored them all of a sudden. they never questioned anything or confronted me, but im sure they have their assumptions. nonetheless, i dont know why i did it. selfishness? unworthiness? sometimes i am too self righteous and i dont want to face it. but i just dont know what to say everytime someone confronts me about it. im not even sure if i regret it, i just always say its whatever. but deep down i know its wrong, and i just dont know what to do about it. maybe they now have trust issues or something. i really am a terrible person, but saying it just makes me feel even more self-centered. i hope they know that they meant something to me. i really wish they dont see me as someone who used them, because i really cared about them, its just. i couldn’t stand opening up to someone. i can’t f****** do it.. 🙁

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remember that god will accept you no matter how far away you are from him, you just have to show some humility and ask him forgiveness. repent before the day of judgement, live righteously, live better not only for yourself but for the people around you. you will NOT be happy living the way you are now, in s***** depravity, in violence, in hate and greed and anger. once Jesus comes back, there is no second chance. the door is closed and you will be outside.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.