When I was in high school, I was obsessed with a girl, but managed to hide it from her. The lowest point was when she came over for Halloween. When she told me she needed to pee, I showed her the bathroom and immediately went in after she left. I licked the toilet seat where she was sitting, and kept the paper towel she dried her hands with, and then came in it later that night. I’ve since realized how f****** weird that was, and I’m lucky she didn’t even know I liked her, or that anyone even had an idea that I was capable of this kind of thing. I was also v*****, I took creep shots, and I came onto pictures of her from instagram, or ones she took on my phone. I was fucked up then.
To the girl, I’m sorry, and I deeply regret my actions.
