My coping mechanism is illegal and could get others in trouble too
I went through a horrendous humiliation. While taking out my 12 year old daughter and 11 year old nephew I was totally degraded by a rough gangster. He said kids look at your guide advisor good in the eyes as I prove he’s scared mad at me and afraid to do anything about it because he can’t stop me from stripping his a** and kicking the s*** out of him right here, right now in front of you both. And sadly he did just that and humiliated me worst by manhandling me causing me to scream with pain and beg to to be let go. I’m so upset! I’m afraid to look at them in the face, so ashamed…
Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.
