I can’t get this out of my mind so here it goes, I have a boyfriend and I’m totally and completely in love with him. But because of the virus we’re not able to see each other, it’s still great because I want him no matter what. We have p******** a lot, I get so incredibly turned on. Recently my guy best friend has been coming back into my life, we were best friend for years and were always super close. He continues to tell me how much he actually loves me but knows that we don’t work as a couple. He’ll try to kiss me, tell me how much he would love to f*** me and simply eat me. I let him play with my p**** one time because we were stupidly high, honestly it felt too gentle. I’m conflicted because I know I shouldn’t choose the easy way because he’s here in front of me and my boyfriend isn’t. I don’t even have feelings for my best friend in that way but the thought of having my p**** eaten is so hot. It’s dumb because I also would totally f*** my step brother, I’m just always h****. Think I need a f****** machine