dear es, i am sorry for hurting you when i was hurting. i hope you don’t forget me but if you have to in order to move on then that’s okay. you loved me, and i’m glad you were part of my life. im sorry i won’t be able to spend your birthdays with you anymore but just know, well i hope you know, that i regret not picking up or checking in on you when i had the chance. i’ll wait for your call this time. i’ll hope. hoping hurts though, so in the meantime, i’ll try to be the love i hope for. take care, my ading. we might bump into each other, we might even meet up again one day but if i do decide to sleep forever i hope by then you forgive me.
