I was always a good girl. I never drank or experimented with drugs. I didn’t date at all in high school. Not once. I was a bit overweight and my complexion wasn’t great so I was shy and reserved. After graduation I found a job working at an auto glass company in customer service. At 20, I met a great guy and we started dating. Even though we never had s**, our love for each other grew and one day he asked me to marry him. I was so happy and I told everyone, including the guys I worked with. The guys joked with me about s** and that’s when I admitted to them that I was still a virgin. They refused to believe me because in their opinion, my fiancé would never have proposed if he wasn’t getting s**. After that, having s** with a virgin was all they wanted to talk about.
One afternoon, I went to my doctor. The guys learned the reason for that visit was that I was starting on birth-control because of the feelings I was having about s** with my boyfriend. I was through waiting and when it was safe according to my doctor, I was finally going to lose my virginity.
A couple days later, our company had a motorhome in the shop to get the windshield replaced. At the end of the day, just as I closed and locked the office door, two of the glass guys invited me to go out back to see the inside of the camper. Once there, they talked about the bed and how to make the camper ‘rock’. It was obvious they wanted to test me to see how far I would go. One of them pulled me close to hug me and I let him. I even hugged him back and lovingly looked up into his eyes. The other was hugging me from behind. I was 20, Ray was in his late 30’s, and Don, the other guy was early 50’s. The older one reached around my waist and unbuttoned my pants. I didn’t stop him. In fact, I helped him. In just a few minutes, we were all totally naked. I was so excited, my heart was trying to pound right out of my chest. I had s** with both Ray and Don that day. It was my first time and it was with two guys, both of them married.
It would have been bad enough if that’s all that had happened but it wasn’t. I started having s** with my fiancé right after that but I also continued an affair with Ray. Even though I knew his wife and children, we would sneak away together whenever we could. Together we spent $100’s of dollars for a room at the Red Roof Inn. Just s**, a kiss, and a ‘goodbye’. I was certain he didn’t love me but our s***** relationship lasted for weeks.
I knew I couldn’t keep this charade going so I found the courage to break it off Ray. Weeks past and my wedding day was fast approaching. It was a Thursday, two days before my wedding, when I was to pick up my wedding dress. I had lost weight, my skin was clearing up nicely and when I tried the dress on, for the first time in my life I felt that I looked pretty. I put the big box in the back of my car and for whatever reason, I called Ray. He begged me to meet him so I could ‘model’ the dress for him. I agreed. Where? The Red Roof Inn.