I still kind of miss my ex. I wouldn't mind if she was in my life again. I love my current girlfriend to bits. But there was something about my ex that,

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I still kind of miss my ex. I wouldn’t mind if she was in my life again. I love my current girlfriend to bits. But there was something about my ex that, despite what everyone told me about her, made me think she genuinely cares about me. She texted me once a while back. Saying that she wanted to see if I was okay. I’m not sure if it was a sign or not. Since we haven’t spoken since. But… Part of me wants to keep talking to her. I still consider her a friend. I miss her attention. I really shouldn’t. But she treated me right despite how she left me in one of the darkest times of my life with no warning. She said she didn’t want me to get hurt by being associated with her. But honestly, I’d still be by her side if she just let me. I love my current girlfriend. I really do. But my ex has a special place in my heart that I don’t think will be erased. She’s helped me get to where I am now. I’m much more confident. Even if I’m starting to go back into a downwards spiral again in terms of self esteem, that confidence that I had. It’s something that I would have never achieved without her. I think I love them both. And I know I shouldn’t.

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I don’t know what to do. I’m 51 years old. I’m separated from my husband of many years. I have been seeing a guy that is 25 and I am pregnant with his baby. I thought i was starting menopause and went to my doctor to find out that I’m 8 to 10 weeks pregnant. I have kids that are older than the father. My doctor says that i am healthy enough to have this baby.
Last night I told him i was carrying his child and he loves the ideal of having his baby. He told me that he has always wanted to get me pregnant and that why he never pulls out. He told me he has been in love with me as long as he can remember. He says he will support whatever I decided but he wants me to have his baby. I was not expecting that.
I have been friends with his mother for a very long time. I remember when she was pregnant with him. She is a few years younger than me and lives a couple houses away. Yes, I have baby sat him. I’m pretty sure she knows that we have messed around just by the joking between us that has gone on. I don’t know how she is going to take me having her first grand baby.
Should I get an abortion. I have never had an abortion and i am kinda against them, for myself. But I will be 52 when this baby is born and he will still be 25. How long could a relationship with a guy that is almost 27 years younger than me last.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.