As my family has very conservative ideas, I thought I would fall in love with a guy. I met this girl and became best friends with her, and after year 4 I

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As my family has very conservative ideas, I thought I would fall in love with a guy. I met this girl and became best friends with her, and after year 4 I felt a deep connection and a love for her. I was very confused, but she confessed that she liked girls. I have never wanted to do bad, but if my family found out I would never be forgiven. Since I secretly have a crush on a girl, I swore to never date or try to fall in love again, as I know my family would never accept me.
I know my friend doesn’t love me, but another person, and I accept that. I now have lost a crush on her and now I made a promise to myself to live alone for the rest of my life, because if my family doesn’t accept me then I will not accept anyone into my life.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.