So I got a crush on this guy when I was almost 17 and he was 12. I somehow maintained that crush for 2 yrs even though we (almost) never met up outside of

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So I got a crush on this guy when I was almost 17 and he was 12. I somehow maintained that crush for 2 yrs even though we (almost) never met up outside of our youth group trip every summer. (Talk about Anakin Skywalker level creepy) He moved away this summer after our last youth trip together but this time around I was a group leader since I was 18. Now I’m 19, and I confessed my crush on this 14 yr old boy over email. I started the email chain saying that I have a confession but not saying what it was yet. I actually did not expect a response because I had emailed him casually a couple times before but he never answered. That was verrrrry wrong of me to assume. Then I made a stupid promise to share it with him if he responded to my last email within 24 hrs. Is the confession to him itself criminal? I told him and he responded he didn’t feel the same way but it may as well have been his mom typing it under his email address because a few minutes later guess who emailed me? His mom. She told me to stop emailing him and that what I confessed to him was very inappropriate. I understood that. So now I feel super guilty and dirty, and just today his mom emailed me again telling me that she told a couple other people in my church, including my pastor (ugggghhhhh can this get ANY WORSE). At this rate, it won’t be long before possibly the entire congregation, which includes some of my closest friends and my family, know about this SCANDAL. So I really screwed up. Anyone willing to drop me off at the Mexican border now?

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.