I'm hard to be friends with in the sense that I'm never around. I ignore texts, e-mails and messages for days on end.. sometimes they just never get

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I’m hard to be friends with in the sense that I’m never around. I ignore texts, e-mails and messages for days on end.. sometimes they just never get opened. It’s anxiety, stress and depression related. I spend most of my time alone by choice and only see my 2 best friends regularly. Somehow I still have a lot of amazing people in my life.

When people die the guilt is overwhelming. I could have, should have visited but this thing in my head that constantly demands an escape route from anything I do reminds me that I’ll have to stay for a while. I can’t just leave when I want. That causes a lot of anxiety.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.