true story) I sneaked into my aunt’s room and fingered her in her sleep.

I have a big family and have lived with several aunts and cousins throughout my childhood. Having a big family and being relatively poor meant sharing beds with cousins and aunts. I have been especially obsessed with one of my aunts on my dads side for a reason I cannot understand to this day. As I went through puberty I would get extremely flushed and h**** whenever she would get close to me. She was akin to me maybe because I was the first child on my dads side. My cousins (her 2 kids) were just a few years younger than me and I used to spend weeks at their house.

I would go through her dirty laundry and smell her dirty p****** which drove me crazy. After spying on her a couple times after her taking showers and watching her change I couldn’t take it any more and one day I was so h**** and out of my senses that I did something that could ruin my days forever.

I’ve always been a night owl so I waited until my cousins fell asleep and patiently waited until my aunt went to seep as well. I waited until about 2am and my heart was pounding hard from what I was about to do.

I got up slowly from my bed and made my way to her room…the door was ajar and I opened it slightly to check if she was sleeping. I heard deep breaths and slight snoring which signaled that she was in deep sleep. I opened the door slowly in the dark and layed on the floor next to her bed on my back. My heart pounding…

I lifted the covers softly to sneak my had in very slowly. She used to sleep with a long cotton gown. As I slid my hand under the covers I finally reached her gown. My heart started pounding even harder….I patiently began to pull it upward little by little as to not wake her up. I paused for a second to think that if I went further it could have grave consequences. It was like something took over me and I couldn’t stop.

She was sleeping in a fetal position with her a** facing me. My hand started to move again until it felt warm soft flesh. Her inner thigh. I paused once again to watch for any movement since it’s a quite a sensitive part of the body but the muffled snores continued….

It was a signal to keep moving up which I did. My hand kept moving up and felt irradiating heat which meant only one thing, I was only inches from the most forbidden part of her body. I was so aroused I thought my p**** and my chest would explode….

Finally I felt a cotton pouch with wiry hairs around it, I could not believe it. It was her p****! I thought my heart would bust out of my chest. I probed around taping slightly thinking she would wake up at any moment but nothing.

Then I did the unthinkable. I noticed it was a cotton thong. I pulled it ever so slightly to the side. I thought she would wake up but I was so aroused I did not think clearly about the consequences. I slid my finger up and down her moist p**** lips and finally I slid the tip of my finger between in. I felt hot and moist folds of flesh. Slowly I slid my whole finger inside. Her v***** became more wet and I automatically slid another finger inside her. I felt around the hot, moist folds of flesh.

I could not take it any more. I licked my fingers and immediately began to m********* right there on the floor, it took only a few seconds to have one of the most intense orgasms of my life.

I surely feel terribly guilty about it….